People wonder, why do I spent so much time by my computer. It's simple: I prefer to work with machines than humans. Computer serves me as my only way to not feel alone. It can be my canvas, I paint on, piano i play on and a typewriter, to save my toughts. And it can be the thing that helps to kill boredom of loneliness.
I was never understood. No suprise here. Who could understand what I feel, after all I've been through? I feel rejected, left outside of the world. I do not belong here or anywhere. All this years, I've struggled to build a true home for myself. Now I know, that home is something abstract. Even if you live in a milion dollar mansion, you can't call it home, unless you have someone out there waiting for you, thinking of you, and loving you. Spent so much time alone, now I think I never learned how to be with somebody.
Give me a reason to live. Someone, who'll be the same, who won't judge me, just because I'm different than others. A person to trust.
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